Wednesday, August 18, 2010

It’s easier when you’re a Nana…

The oldest grandbabies spent the night sprawled out on blankets on our bedroom floor.  The night was hot and muggy, and our room was the one refuge with air-conditioning, but truth be told, it’s where they always end up on sleepover nights…in spite of the fact that there is a big comfy bed, and kid friendly toys and books in the room down the hall.

In the morning I tread carefully, stepping over their still sleeping bodies, and go down the hall to my home office.  I read the Word and journal, and I’m praying when only grandson walks in stripped down to his pajama shorts after the hot night.  He climbs up on my lap, and at age six, he’s now a lapful. I hold him close, and keep praying.  My tears fall on his coarse brown hair, and I breathe deep of his little boy smell, and I pray that he will walk with God and serve Him every day of his life.  I believe for his little feet to follow His beautiful feet, everyday, everyday.

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When oldest granddaughter wakes up,  Papa makes all of us a big breakfast before he leaves for an appointment.  I remind myself how little time we have together before they move away, and so I leave the unmade beds, the unfolded laundry, and their blankets strewn on bedroom floor, and tell them we are going on an adventure.  It’s easier, when you’re a Nana, to leave the mess…easier to remember, that it’s only a blink before they’re gone.

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The sky is cloudless blue and the sun already blazes hot though it’s only mid-morning.  In the car they ask about the songs that I sang over them when they were babies, and I sing them one by one.  Six songs…one for their mama, one for each of their aunties, one for each of them, one for youngest granddaughter.  They join in and sing along on their songs.  They ask if Great Grandma had a special song, if I had one, and I tell them that God sings and dances over each one of us, that the Bible tells us so.  The conversation goes on like this, and oldest granddaughter comments how the Bible is the truth, and we amen her comment, and we talk of God and we sing of Him all the way to our adventure by the river.  It’s easier, when you’re a Nana, easier to remember to talk of Him to these little ones at home, wherever you go, when you lie down, when you get up, (Deuteronomy 6:7)…easier to remember, that it’s only a blink before they’re gone.

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We get to the river, and we have an adventure.  We find shells, and wonder about these creatures living in the river, we throw rocks and blow bubbles and climb hills.  It’s easier, when you’re a Nana, to remember that an adventure costs time, not money…easier to remember, that it’s only a blink before they’re gone.

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And sometimes it’s harder, when you’re a Nana, harder because you remember, you know,
it’s only a blink before they’re gone.

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Remember young mamas, remember, it’s only a blink before they’re gone.

Still following,
Elizabeth

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Monday, August 16, 2010

Imprints…

On a hot summer evening, four generations gather at our house for dinner.

We feast on grilled chicken and cold salad.

We drink gallons of iced tea.

For dessert we have cold, sweet watermelon.

When the evening begins to cool, the youngest ones romp in the yard,

getting their mama’s cousin to join them.

I savor the day and imprint the moments, and the happy faces, on my heart.

 

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Still following,

Elizabeth

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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Letting go, looking ahead…

I have always resisted seasons that upset the family apple cart.  The storms of life may rage outside, but to me if all was well inside with home and family, then all was well, and life was good.  Summers were the best, the girls didn’t have school, and life was good with all the the little chickies home in the nest.  About this time every year, the familiar knot in the stomach would come, as the end of the season drew near.  I wanted perpetual summer…I didn’t want summer to end, school to start, and the girls to be gone every day.  I didn’t want them to be another year older, another grade older.  I resisted change. I resisted letting the summer season go.  I resisted letting them go.


We have had a wonderful season with all of our children and grandchildren living near and even attending and serving with us at our church.  Over the past year, one by one, God has upset the family apple cart.  Youngest daughter moved to Missouri.  Oldest daughter and son in law are starting their own church after serving with us for ten years.  (Thank God for His mercy on this Nana…they are starting a church here in Portland, so they, and baby granddaughter will still be near!)  Now middle daughter and son in law, and oldest granddaughter and only grandson are leaving this week for the east coast to pursue more missions training.  My stomach has been in perpetual knots, and my eyes filled with tears.  I have resisted the change.  I have resisted letting go of this season.  I have resisted letting them go.


Fall is a beautiful season.  If I want to embrace autumn, I have to say goodbye to summer.  God has some new, exciting, good things ahead in this new season, not just for my children and grandchildren.  He loves me, and even at age 53, He has still has some good stuff up His sleeve for me.   Little by little, step by step, day by day, He is helping me to loosen my grip off the old season, and through my teary eyes, He is helping me to look ahead to the future with hope.

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My continuing gratitude list # 557-566

-prayers and encouragement from friends, family, and blog friends as I let go

-wonderful Sunday morning

-an invitation to lunch after church from kind friends

-safe trip to and from California

-provision-God always comes through. always.

-a good talk with my daughter

-laughing, laughing, laughing…oh such good medicine!

-God reminding me what a good Father He is, and what a wonderful Bridegroom His Son is

-roses and love notes from my hubby when I got home from California…and a clean house!

Gratefully yours~
Elizabeth

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Saturday, August 14, 2010

Hope…

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“May the God of your hope so fill you with all joy and peace in believing

(through the experience of your faith)

that by the power of the Holy Spirit

you may abound and be overflowing (bubbling over) with hope.”

Romans 15:13 Amplified Bible

 

Still following,

Elizabeth

Thursday, August 12, 2010

We interrupt this blog for…

I’m at a children’s leader’s conference this week with members of the

children’s ministries team from our church.

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We have been in classes from 9 am to 5 pm everyday.

We are overloaded with information and ideas.

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We have eaten too much,

then taken evening power walks around and around the hotel grounds

trying to burn the excess calories.

We are sleep deprived from staying up too late talking.

We have laughed together, cried together, prayed together.

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We’re having a great time.

 

Still following,

Elizabeth

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Prayerful parenting…

The most wonderful thing God ever allowed me to do was the privilege of being a parent, a grandparent.  To cooperate with Him in nurturing, loving, teaching, training, discipling these precious lives has been my greatest joy. In my life I’ve preached, taught, mentored, traveled, and ministered to many others, but these in my own household, these are the ones I most desire to see walking in truth and abiding in intimate relationship with Christ.
 
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As a young wife and mama, I remember coming to God and crying out, “I don’t know how to do this right!”  I remember Him speaking to my heart and telling me that if I looked at the big picture it would be too overwhelming.  He taught me to take it one day at a time.  So, day after day, I started asking for His help, His wisdom, His strength, to be the wife and mama I should be, just for that day.  And He did.
 
 
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I poured over parenting books by James Dobson, and other believers.  I stumbled, fell, got back up, and asked God to cover my mistakes and failures with His grace.  I prayed underlined scriptures over my children, and used tools, like Stormie Omartian’s The Power of a Praying Parent..  I was, I am, determined that my children, my descendants, would all follow the Lord and walk in His destiny and purpose for their lives.
 
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I had no idea what I was doing, or how to really do it, but God did.  He helped me, and He’s still helping me, one day at a time, as I rely on Him.
 
Still following,
Elizabeth


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Monday, August 9, 2010

The river…

I left the group at the campsite and went for a walk to the river.
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As I near the water I smell the river.
I remember that salmon find their way from the sea,
back to the river where they were hatched,
by the smell of the river.
The smell takes me home…
home to the days of childhood.
I am a little girl sitting on the bank of the river, fishing with my dad.
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Still following,
Elizabeth

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